Heart, Mind

A Prayer…

All Your works shall give thanks to You, O Lord,
And Your godly ones shall bless You.
 They shall speak of the glory of Your kingdom
And talk of Your power;
 To make known to the sons of men Your mighty acts
And the glory of the majesty of Your kingdom.                                                       Psalm 145:10-12


…”And Your godly ones shall bless You…”—I don’t even know what to do with that. How can we bless You? How is that even possible? I am so blessed. Blessed with life, forgiveness, love, security… How can we—I—bless You? Why would You allow that? Why would You permit that? Why?

Oh, thank You. My desire is to bless You. Oh, that’s my desire. You say it can be true? You say that I can bless You??!!  Me? Me! Continue reading


Ramblings about Joy

For years I cried silent tears. They didn’t always stream down my cheeks, sometimes they were trapped inside. I faded into the background. Lost my voice. Lost most of my freedom. Listened to lies. Silently serving and loving my God. But my color was fading away. A little painful to write out. Such is life. Sometimes we have joy deep inside but it takes something to find it. And we get jostled around…out stumbles joy. Now, it is free. Now it is known and remembered. It’s real. Continue reading


Fearless Healer

One man was there who had been an invalid for thirty-eight years. When Jesus saw him lying there and knew that he had already been there a long time, He said to him, “Do you want to be healed?”  Jesus said to him, “Get up, take up your bed, and walk.”  And at once the man was healed, and he took up his bed and walked. Now that day was the Sabbath. Now the man who had been healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had withdrawn, as there was a crowd in the place. Afterward Jesus found him in the temple and said to him, “See, you are well! Sin no more, that nothing worse may happen to you.”  John 5:5-6, 8-9, 13-14

Can you imagine? Being an invalid for 38 years and then being healed by a man who you didn’t know, who then disappeared into the crowd. And then a little later your healer comes and finds you. He actually returns to find you and Continue reading